#4/366

The best part of today?

Today was a good day. Too many best parts.

  • Getting out of work before 7pm
  • Finishing that piece of work which has been hanging over my head for a couple of weeks. And finishing it well.
  • Laughing with my work colleagues – can’t remember what about but I know we laughed long and hard and stupidly. There may have even been a snort of mirth.
  • Managing to sit down for lunch as opposed to the normal rushed salad at my desk.
  • Starting the organisation of my birthday bash – oh yes, it’s the big 3-0 this year and how else to celebrate than a couple of days with my bestest girls somewhere semi-sunny with much wine and much good food (so yes, France or Italy)
  • Having a good ol’ giggle with Bad Influence over gchat. Sometimes it’s her company that gets me through a day.
  • A quick supper and then bed with a book. Is that too, too sad?

What about you?

A new series of short Q&As.

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#3/366

What are you reading right now?

Generally speaking, I steer well away from adaptations of books I like (see Captain Corelli’s Mandolin as a prime case in point) but in the case of my current book, I was introduced the HBO series “Game of Thrones” first (I can’t remember who by but thank you, thank you, thank you) and because I liked it so much I decided that I would have to read the books.

I’m currently on the 3rd book of Martin’s “A Song of Ice and Fire” series. Not normally my thing but I’m completely obsessed.

I’m also very excited about the new series coming out later this year. (It probably helps that this man plays Ser Jaime Lannister.)

I’m shallow, I know, but, if it helps, since I’ve started reading the books, the way in which the characters look in my mind don’t reflect the HBO series at all.

So that makes me feel a little better.

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A new series of short Q&As.

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#2/366

Can people change?

I certainly hope so. Just think, if we couldn’t (or didn’t), I’d be the same no-confidence, naive girl I was at university. I certainly wouldn’t be here,  living my life in a new country with a constant stream of new experiences (and its fair share of mundanity too). And, if we didn’t have the ability to change and adapt, I know for sure that I’d still be with N. A sobering thought.

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A new series of short Q&As.

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#1/366

What is your mission for 2012?

To enjoy being me for a while. To accept myself, to encourage others to do the same. Oh, and to stay off the shots!

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A new series of short Q&As.

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He…

…is kind

…is a bit of a charmer

…has a wicked sense of humour

…understands my sarcasm

…is good looking in an understated way

…is tall

 

 

…has a girlfriend

Bugger it.

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The saucepan list: an update

Do you remember back in July I wrote out my saucepan list? A shallow little list of things I wanted to do before the big 3 – 0 in March? With just over three short months to go, I thought it was a good idea to do a little update for you.

The Saucepan List

The slightly shallower, slightly shorter version of a bucket list.

Still to do. Look – you should just be thrilled that I’ve written twice in a week considering the big fat block of writers I’ve been trapped under.

I haven’t got the picture yet but I have been a tad more adventureous with exploring the beauty that is Switzerland. Off skiing in February so I will get my picture then.

  • Finally follow a recipe word-for-word and see if it works. Dixie Chick does it and her food always turns out fab. I seem to have a “can’t-follow-recipes” gene somewhere. I glance at them, and then make the rest up. (This accounts for a lot.)

Done! Dixie Chick and Maple (a Canadian friend) recently held a Thanksgiving and asked me to do some cooking. Since I’ve never made a) American style stuffing and b) bread sauce before, I had to follow the recipe (sort of. I messed around with the measurements a bit. But it was mostly there so I think it counts) and my, did it taste good. Success!

  • Get my arse in gear and get some photography lessons. I’ve been meaning to do it for a year. I still haven’t got round to it. Maybe Sir Charmsalot and I can start going on regular “taking photos” fun days?

SCaL and I have done *one* photo day where, I have to say, I learnt a lot. We keep meaning to go up some mountains together too but haven’t really got round to it. January.

  • Prepare for my impending old age by learning how to knit. I don’t know why this appeals to me. It just does. I’m claiming early senile dementia.

No knitting needles in sight but I have asked for a sewing machine for Christmas. I have no idea why.

  • Go on a cool group trip somewhere. Those of you who know me know I’m hardly the sit around on the beach all day kind of traveller. I’d like to do something cool. Current “fun thing to do” would be to hire a narrowboat and explore the canals of France. You know, something a little bit different. But fun. And with added wine. (although thinking about this one, this is unlikely to happen. My birthday’s in March and unless we want to ice trek our way through the canals, I think this’ll have to wait until next summer. Maybe I can amend this to “plan a cool group trip somewhere…”?)

I don’t know if skiing counts as something “a little bit different. But fun. With added wine” but that’s one holiday already planned. Also on the cards is a trip to Texas for Dixie Chick’s hen do (yes, the Squire finally popped the question) and I’m incredibly tempted to get my arse out to see Mud, wherever she happens to be at the time.

  • Frame and hang up those photos I had developed. Oh, and put all the other photos into some semblance of order in a photo album.

Well, I’ve bought some frames. Which I think counts. The “other” pictures which were waiting around to be hung up have been hanged. Now for the rest.

  • Get in the black for the first time since I was 18 and first totally understood the magic of alcohol.

This is my biggest achievement so far. Student loan – paid. Credit card – paid. Overdraft – paid. Now anything I save is mine. Anything I spend on a credit card is paid off that month. *pats self on back*

How are y’all doing with your lists?

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Confusions

I’ve been told off. More specifically, (for there are many things I could be told off for) I’ve been told off for giving up on my writing.

There’s lots of things I want to write about. There’re lots of things I’m confused about and annoyed at myself for being confused about them. But putting them in prose? I’m not sure it’s something I can do at the moment.

Whereas I used to be able to tell this space anything I wanted (and regularly did) now I’m feeling disconnected somehow. As if this space will judge me, mock me, not understand me.

But why would it? This space is me. This space is controlled and determined by the person who writes in it. Is it because my conflicting thoughts and feelings are things that I don’t understand, that I mock, that I judge?

There are people and situations that are all clamouring for my attention. There’s work confusions, men confusions, friend confusions, me confusions. And no one to share them with. No even you, dear space in nowhereness of mine.

Merde.

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Drowning

I’m drowning in work.

I’m drowning in stress.

I have a headache.

I’m getting nosebleeds (weird)

I’m grumpy.

I’m tired.

I’m being horrible to people who want to help me.

I’m not smiling.

I’m not sleeping.

I’m worrying.

I’m constantly writing lists.

The tears are waiting in the wings.

The end doesn’t seem any closer.

But this, too, will pass. And the sun will come out. Just not yet. Just not now. Soon though.

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Are you a Mo Bro?

I love November. Apart from the obvious things like autumn leaves, the scoffing of “comfort foods” (followed by the obligatory big jumpers and jeans to cover up my winter fat) and the general run up to some time off at the end of the year, November also heralds the advent of “Mo-vember”.

At last! An excuse for me to grow a moustache! For 11 months of the year I hide my moustache, ashamed to go out in the open at the risk of people pointing and laughing. But no, in November, I can grow loud and proud.

Ok. So maybe not me (I am not that hirsute, thank you) but November does mean that I get the opportunity to laugh at my various male friends and colleagues doing their thang and attempting to grow some form of fluff on their top lip.

In order to help spread the love around the office, I came up with the following posters. I’m stupidly proud of them so I thought I’d share them with you. Aren’t you oh so lucky!

It goes without saying, if you want the artwork, ping me an email and I’ll send it over.

In the meantime, why not go and sponsor one of my chaps? No amount too little or too large.

 

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Questions. So many questions.

Hm.

If you saw me on over the weekend, I’d rather appreciate it if you could answer a couple of questions for me:

  • How many clubs did I end up going to in the end on Friday night? I have recollection of 4.
  • Who did I go to the last one with? I know Rabbie was with me at around midnight. I then went to another club with the mysterious blond (see bullet point below) and to another one with the Brazilian. I just can’t recall who I finally persuaded to go to the final one with me. Hm. Maybe it was Shots Barman.
  • And on that note, what was I saying to Shots Barman which resulted in a friend request from him yesterday morning? Obviously I was witty and charming (or it’s got to that stage in our relationship that he thought it was about time)
  • Who was the mysterious blond that I ended up kissing? More importantly, what was wrong with him that I promptly did a runner? Or did I just get bored?
  • How did I manage to lose my wallet? Where did the lovely bouncer find it? How many people did I encourage to join in the search? Did I really try and speak French sign language again?
  • When did I grow up and become sensible? (sticking to my mantra of “nothing good happens after 2am” I got myself home at a reasonable hour)
  • How did I manage to get up on Saturday morning to go for a walk?
  • Why don’t I go out for walks on a Saturday more often?
  • Why have I never watched Friday Night Lights before? 
  • Since when did it become ok for me to flirt with a old(er) divorcee and two young ‘uns? Since when do I do this in the full knowledge that a) nothing will come of them b) that this doesn’t bother me because c) despite their individual charms, each one of them is A Bad Idea?

Answers on a postcard please.

 

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