Category Archives: a cry for help

Decisions, decisions

Posted on 27 July, 2009 by nuttycow

Sorry for the radio silence. ~~~~~ The last few weeks have been spent variously househunting, going on holiday, working my arse off, running, eating too much, drinking too much, thinking, thinking thinking. ~~~~~ It’s been nearly 6 months now since … Continue reading →

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Life = blogging

Posted on 10 June, 2009 by nuttycow

“Oh come on,” Blonde cajoles. “Just think, if it all goes horribly wrong, at least we can make a blog post out of it.” My foray into the murky world of singledom has, thus far, not been exceptionally successful. On … Continue reading →

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Quandry

Posted on 26 May, 2009 by nuttycow

I know that I’m moving on. I know I’m moving forward. I know I’m Getting On With It. But he still disturbs my sleep, invading my dreams. I can still hear him, smell him, feel him. Will he ever leave … Continue reading →

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Taking the plunge

Posted on 19 May, 2009 by nuttycow

Everyone, but everyone, is getting married. Yes, even you’re probably getting married. You just don’t know it yet. It’s been just over 3 months since the N thing and I think I’m ready to start doing new things. Meeting new people. … Continue reading →

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Operation Muffin Top(ple)

Posted on 28 April, 2009 by nuttycow

I’m on a mission (another one) I went to the docs yesterday. You know, girlie stuff. Anyway, as part of the general humiliation of talking about *whisper* girlie stuff, I had to get weighed. Hoorah. My favourite. I may have … Continue reading →

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Busted

Posted on 17 April, 2009 by nuttycow

Why you should always wipe clean your half of the computer before giving it away. Reason one: Your ex-girlfriend may find incriminating videos of you when deleting your profile.

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Abusing the internet

Posted on 9 March, 2009 by nuttycow

It’s been three weeks. By rights, this should mean that I’m starting to live my life again, right? In reality, I’m not. It’s too far down the line to continue boring my friends and so it falls to you, dear … Continue reading →

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Wanted: healing

Posted on 20 February, 2009 by nuttycow

He sneaks into my mind unbidden. A thief, stealing my sanity. In the shower, watching the news, watching the world go by. “I’d like this” he says, “I’d find this really funny. Why not tell me all about it next … Continue reading →

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Warts and all

Posted on 16 February, 2009 by nuttycow

The evening started well (despite the disastrous England performance against the Welsh). “He’s on such good form tonight” friends said, “much happier than I’ve seen him in months.” And he was. Happy. He was chatty, laughing, playful. I left them … Continue reading →

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Well that’s that, then

Posted on 16 February, 2009 by nuttycow

As I gingerly opened the back door, I worried about what I would find. I picked my way over the glass. Silence permeated through the flat. An sharp intake of breath as I saw the extent of the damage. Mainly superficial. … Continue reading →

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